Life
Friends. How are you? It's been a long time. Life has thrown me a crazy curveball. One I never saw coming, but now that I've moved passed it, I realize it was a good thing. You see, 2021 has been a very tough year. I thought things were fine, but really they weren't. So I needed some time to figure those things out. And, while I haven't exactly figured them out, I'm ready to get back to writing. And taking pictures. And focusing on me for a change. I hope to one day be able to write all about my experiences and such, but just know that I'm in a better place now. I've been able to let go of a lot of things that have been holding me back. I still need to let go of some things, but I've let go of the people that have been holding me back. And I've discovered that I have a LOT of people in my life who care about me and want the best for me. I was focusing on the wrong people and the wrong things. Life is like that, isn't it? And while I have no idea what the future holds for me, I do know that I am surrounded with the right people who will uplift me. And that feels good. It feels like I can finally breathe.
You never know when something is going to be your 'last'. The last walk on the hill. The last porch sitting with the Mister. The last meal cooked and eaten in your kitchen. The last puzzle worked in your craft room. But you also don't know when something will be your first. The first walk along the river. The first ball game where you cheer on your nephew. The first time you do something on your own as a newly single person. There will be a lot more firsts now. And that's okay.
I don't know what's in store, but I do hope to be back in this space writing about my new adventures in a new place. So far I've had game night at my brother's house. Found a local yarn shop and am taking a knitting class there. I found a place to walk Anna Lee. She's having a really hard time, but I hope the longer we're here the better she'll be. I know this move is hard for her too, but I'm glad to have her next to me. I'm still looking around our new town (the town I grew up in but haven't lived in for 25 years) and trying to find out what we want to do and where we want to go. And I'll be here sharing those new adventures with you all!!
'til next time
-k
xoxo